A Silence I Can't Ignore...

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I started this entry a handful of times and just wasn't sure how to.

No worries, there's nothing really wrong with me right now. It's more of a new information I'm processing.

Phil and I had a really great Valentine's Day! We celebrated early, cooked our delicious meal together and just enjoyed one another's company :) I do have pictures of the food that I'll post later with the recipes. The Rocky Road Rice Krispie Treats were probably the biggest hit of the evening!

On Valentine's Day, I had my annual appointment with my favorite doctor . I figured I'd be used to this type of exam, but not in the slightest. Plus, I have new insurance and had to figure that all out. When I got to speak with the doctor, she told me some information about what happened to me this summer. Dr. V said, based off of what happened, she thinks it was a tubal pregnancy. If I didn't chemically dissolve the pregnancy, I would of had to have emergency surgery to remove whatever tube was in trouble. That was a little scary to hear. She did say it is good that I got pregnant in the first place. However, she did advise me to go back to Dr. H, the doctor who officially diagnosed me with PCOS, and do a test to see if one or both of my tubes are blocked. If one or both are, I'll still have some issues with tubal pregnancies. I told my mama about it and she sounded like that would be good to look into. I, of course, googled the procedure to see how rough it would be. It doesn't look to bad, but it's still a little scary because I'm such a scaredy-cat ;) So I've been processing all of that.

I'm having some career issues right now, but unfortunately it's mostly stuff I have to suck up and deal with. Yay for being an adult right? *sigh*

Anyways, with this stress in my life, today was definitely a Red Hot Chili Peppers kind of day. For my Music Monday, I have a lovely mix of songs for my mood today. Enjoy!

1) Scar Tissues by Red Hot Chili Peppers from Californication

2) One Step Closer by Linkin Park from Hybrid Theory

3) Oxford Comma by Vampire Weekend from Vampire Weekend

4) Hash Pipe by Weezer from Weezer (Green Album)

5) Death and All His Friends by Coldplay from Viva La Vida

6) Somewhere I Belong by Linkin Park from Meteora

7) Believe by The Bravery from The Sun and the Moon Complete

8) Otherside by Red Hot Chili Peppers from Californication

9) Consequence by Incubus from Make Yourself

10) Brain Stew by Green Day from Insomniac

Happy Monday Y'all!

Peace to you,

"How's It Going to Be" by Third Eye Blind from Third Eye Blind